What use to be

By N.C.-Marisa Phanord

Hold me

Kiss me

Tell me that you adore me

Because I fear your essence is not near

And your love isn’t here

Once again I would love to hear your voice

That baritone that travels to my phone

Causing my soul to break up into an infinite amount of pieces

Tapping into unknown happiness that was then over flowing

I know this may sound a little whack

But as a matter fact

The ashes still remain from that fire that you once proclaimed

 To be love.

So what? It’s been how many days and so many things haven’t been the same

Things have been kind of lonely

In this one house, one room, once love.

So here is the now story

We lived 50 stories

There were no elevators, no stairs, only stares

Because we lived so high in air

For people to see our love in action

It use to take them for a ride, we charged no fare

Although we really didn’t care; I don’t think it was fair

To show them how it was, something that they probably couldn’t pull off

Was it some sort of deceit for us to succumb to defeat?

I’m tired of weeping

Wishing you could have told me from the beginning

Told me who you wanted to be

Just a quick fling, a man not willing to fight for the real thing. That’s me

So tell me Mr. Weatherman, will you be accurate today?

Will our forecast for tomorrow be clear enough?

To really see what has been eating us

Or will this black cloud remain and us continue the same which most people may call profane

But if it does then I would have to fear

With this being the final tear

This peering heart will finally get a chance to breathe again, see again

And maybe baby mend again

And go looking for someone to call friend

Once again 

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